I've been listening to u2's song #Invisible on repeat, multiple times, and after looking up some annotated lyrics on a website called Genius - this has become one of only a few songs that has clicked on me on a personal level. Bono's not only singing for the fans, or the people that are aware of a disease known as AIDS or even those that are affected by it - he's also talking about the relationship he had with his father. To be honest, this is the same situation I have right now, just under different circumstances. It's been like it since middle school, when I was suspended 3 times - 1 per school year - for wrongdoings I wish to not discuss right now. It's also been like it since I joined the brony fandom in 2012, which I'm considering departing from for various reasons that I will address should I choose to do so, It's been tumultuous because I was the first member in my immediate family to be suspended from school. It's been like it because, for the most part, chose to shun my father (whom I call him "Papa") and subconsciously reject his words of philosophy he brought with him - along with me and my family - from the Philippines (which is where I was born). I'm not asking for sympathy or anything like that; I only want to address what's REALLY going on right now. And that's something I intend to do for as long as I live... unless if I pull out a Robin Thicke move, accidentally or on purpose just to woo somebody back into my life. Thanks.
SHAMELESS PLUG ALERT!
I've put out a brand new song on Bandcamp just recently, and it's a remix to the theme song of the CBeebies/Disney Junior show The Octonauts. Been obsessed with this kiddie show recently and decided to give its opening theme an Armin van Buuren-esque remix. Go download it NOW!